Tuesday, May 02, 2006
well, it's a long time i blog again..(i m always saying this sentence)..lolx..want to share with u guys who is reading my blog.... =)
it was 4 to 5 years back...where i first met this brother who came back to God about near August..this brother has so much joy,so much love,so much fire within himself for God...as life goes on he gets bigger goals like being a shepherd,a CL,a Ul and even in WAM...he puts his heart so much for all these Goals bt soon slowly it just ran off him..many things that he experience in his life that lead him to discouragements n failure which leads him nt to achieve his goals so urgently for he thinks that it is so hopeless..it is so useless..but he told himself i sure try again n again...and many failure still continue to happen..bt he still persevered it all the way..the pain of nt havin a sheep through so many tries..the pain of nt being a shepherd of God's flock..is jus so terrible..bt yet he told himself..i will continue to serve the lord!..as times flies..and he brought a few ppl..bt nobody was retain...he was so sad..he was so frustrated with himself..and he was almost going to give up...and then God spoke to him
-"come my child..trust in me..lifting my name up and bringin glory to me is nt easy my child..come to me and i sure help u on the way..hold my hand and i shall walk with you and be at ur side helping you..for i know how much u love me...is nt by how many sheeps u are going to get my child..but is the relationship between u and me.."and he was refreshed and he thank God..and he continue to serve the lord..even though there are so many discouragements and failures and wen all these come he always tell himself this-"i can do it..dun fail..come on..dun feel sad..dun feel discourage...move on move on"..he always tell this in his heart...and until after a few months he was transfered to tertiary grp in DI..he managed to retain a beliver,a brother in simei ITE...and until now that brother who he retain is still serving the Lord..but later that sheep of his was transfered...and he has no more sheep..he continue to bring ppl in...trying all his best...doing watever he can...doin the best for god...and many times he thought of this
-"why..why..why do i work so so hard...why did i do watever i can and yet i dun get a sheep...why..."..he was so angry..he was so sad...and then today God spoke to him
-"my child,it is not how much sheeps u have that makes me proud..many ppl have sheeps but that doesnt mean they are doing well..they may be hypocrites..dun care abt how ppl look at u..dun care abt how ur leaders look at u wen u dun even have a sheep..be secure with me..come into my hands my child..do wat i tell u to do..just keep on sharing the things abt me..plant a seed in them...trust in me..and i shall prosper u..my child the key to salvation..the real key to salvation is to know me..nt sheeps...it is how much can u perserver on through this relationship that u have with me.." this brother i m talking about is me,David Chen Jia Shen. ytd i was askin joel why..he reminded me about Habbaku..and it leads me to one thing...and it reminded me of how much i pervered with God..how i continue to praise the Lord..rely on him..how i put my joy in the Lord even until now i dun even have a sheep...so brothers or sisters..it is always nt the number of sheeps u have even though ppl say tat u are only doing well when u have sheeps...that is nt really true..lastly u have to account to God are u just a hypocrite or u really love God and love them..i may nt have any sheeps bt i know Gods real..i m still tryin and fighting on...i dun have a permenant sheep for 5 yrs..bt i still grow..and grow more..i learn even more..and i know God even more...God wants me to speak to all of u who either have sheeps or no sheeps...to those who are shepherds-do u love ur sheeps..do u treat them like ur son or daughter as how God treat u as his son and daughter....do u appreciate ur sheeps that God has given to you..dun be selfish..i m so yeaning to have a sheep..so wantin to have a sheep of my own..bt for 4 yrs i dun have..take real love n care for them..for they are also GODS CHILDREN..and to those who dun have sheeps..-wat are u doin..are u going to let failures hinder u..or are u goin to move on..is ok that u dun have a sheep..the thing that u must do is share the LOVE OF GOD and plant SEEDS INTO THEIR HEARTS!!!...let them know GOD...thats all...as long they have recieve CHRIST...THE WHOLE HEAVEN REJOICES!!....come on...persevere along with me..lets join hands and serve the Lord with all ur heart,with all ur strength...for if u love the Lord..thats wat u will do...and remember..it is always the relationship with God..nt about having sheeps in ur life..is always abt the relationship with God and sharing God to ppl who dunno God..and plant a seed in each and eveyone of those who dunno God... PERSEVERANCE IS ONE OF THE KEYS TO SERVE THE LORD..
ok..see ya guys thats all...move on together ok...buaix guys..!!=)
Dv Jia Shen | 5:10 PM
